Bigger

I'm doing a lot of good things right now, but I want to go bigger.

I mentioned yesterday that it feels like I'm doing a nose dive that I'll pull up from at the last minute.

Today I somehow feel more strongly that this is true.

What I am doing right now is clearing out a lot of cobwebs in my life. I'm full of them. I need to do a lot of cleaning. My main task right now is coming up with a good way to not forget things that I start - a way of keeping all of my ideas and plans and thoughts and insights in one place so I can look at them and not forget them. I honestly feel that part of the reason I've developed the habit of starting things and putting them aside is that I forget about them.

I'm also working on getting things done quicker and with more momentum; a good companion to knowing where I put all of my ideas. I feel that if I can work on these two things conscientiously and clearly, I'll be able to work with more energy and therefore bigger returns for myself.

Ultimately, I want to know what I want. This will take more work. For the time being, I'm trying to take the first step and know what I'm doing and how I do it. That's how I'll be able to understand myself better and perhaps make changes. If changes are necessary.