A moment of rest.
Nothing has been resolved in the matter I last wrote about. It has reached a state of less intensity, of calm and smoothness, but nothing has been settled, and there is much to do.
It might be a longer time than I thought, when I finally discuss this matter. It's important for me and important for everyone.
You'll have to settle for that.
In the meantime, I've been spending my "free" time resting, relaxing, regenerating due to an amount of stress. I have not undergone this rest in the most healthy way possible (little exercise - for which a minor knee injury is also largely responsible - bad eating, lots of Alpha-wave trance inducement), but it did its job, and I feel just about ready to move back into fuller energy.
Tomorrow is documentary night, so I will be back late and want to sleep. A possible post then, but it might not be until Sunday.
I'll take a moment to write down a sample what's going on in short phrases: inner work, dismantling the idealized self, creating a sacred list of goals and intentions, learning about my strengths, coming to grips with the core of need at the base of my Self. And, more concretely: figuring out how to track my goals, looking into higher education, finding teachers for the skills I want, cleaning things up, moving my apartment. There's more. It's in there.
Good night, all.
Wednesday, July 20, 2011
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