Allow, allow, allow

I have about 4 minutes left before I need to head to work, and I'm stuffing it chock full of blog.

The new attempt to balance my schedule between projects and relaxation/expansion continues. Last night was fraught with anesthetic activities, and I got to bed way too late, but I did get in some good accordion practice and a tiny bit of reading. Was it left completely open to expansive/relaxing activities? Absolutely not! I succumbed to the pressure and did some work. What happens if I have nothing to do, leave all the work for the morning? I don't know, because it hasn't happened yet. My theory remains to be tested.

I will be tempted to do work tonight. The most pressing thing is to look at accommodations in Cusco. Can I wait two days? That's a big hitch in my system - I have 0 time to do work on Wednesdays, if I can't get up early enough. And I need to decide if I'm going to try to run in the morning or not - I still haven't decided. Actually, my new plan is to walk barefoot for 60 minutes instead of jogging for 30. I will plan that time as I walk to work, which I need to do now.

Brief note before I gotta run: good session with Sam this morning. I worked a lot on my resistance to allowing emotions to emerge; took a look at all the patterns of discouragement, the unhelpful dichotomy between complete control and complete lack of control, and all the things that go into me blocking out the fullness of my life. More on this.

Have a great day, all.