Things are going well in terms of my inner-experience. I've gained a lot of good perspective over the past few days; partly from the 7-hour zazenkai on Sunday, partly because of a good session with Sam this morning, but mostly from quiet, steady work.
But I am feeling pressed for time. That could change. Some of the perspective I have gained is to appreciate my "time-wasting" proclivities. Maybe it's not a matter of needing more and more, but of doing a better job of reconciliation; of being less divided. Of valuing everything about me, and slowly disabusing myself of the habit of wanting to "eliminate" bad habits, instead of understanding them and allowing them to communicate with the rest of me.
More to come.
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