Conveyance

Things are exciting. Things are alive.

Penelope is back in my life now. Beyond one night, I cannot say where we are headed. But I am willing to act differently. I am motivated not to let my wall-building activities take over. It feels good. It is not certain - there is no sunset and there are no credits rolling. It's much more like a beginning. I have been given another opportunity, and it is up to me to explore and expand as I choose.

I wish I could say I have been feeling great, in general, but I haven't.

First, I have been sick and quite physically tired.

Tonight, for most of today also, I am feeling quite restless. It is even difficult to write this; I am probably not going to write very much more than this, in fact.

I cannot say what it is all about. I think this is a point where I'm just going to have to keep muddling along the best way I can; continue with the tasks I am doing, with the questions I am asking of myself, and focus on continuing, not on reaching any conclusions.

I will need to leave it at that.

Dream well, all.