Expensive

(Suddenly that word is pregnant with all kinds of meanings and multiple-entendres.)

Things are expensive now. Every last decision seems to have serious weight. This has naturally made me less stressful. If everything has so much weight, then nothing does. I simply do what I can and keep shuffling by. Whatever shards of broken glass end up in the mosaic that is my life, are beautiful and will no doubt catch the light just right. That's how it is.

I feel like I'm exactly where I need to be. How about that?

And "How about that?" is all I can say in response to realizing that I am happy. Well, how about that?

Things will work themselves out. I know that is true, because I am "things" and "themselves" and am doing the "work."

Well, this has turned out to be a silly blog post.

I'd like to recount the things I did today, but I don't want to take very long. I'm just going to use simple phrases with no pronouns:

Said goodbye to girlfriend. Zazen. Exercised. Ate omelet. Went to work. Visited potential new office. Worked. Visited post office twice. Watched rapper's entourage + groupies crowd up downtown. Went to class. Learned about C++ references. Bought frozen pizza (on sale) for dinner. Visited the river. Did dishes. Listened to TAL. Ate pizza. Watched Daily Show. Wrote many, many emails. Brushed teeth. Writing this blog.

It was not a bad day. I hope to increase so many things. I'd like to spruce up my writing a bit.

But here I am - this is what I have to offer - so I am offering it.

Dream well, all.