And blog for 5 minutes. It will do you good.
I come here, feeling there is not much to talk about. That's completely untrue.
I visited the Roundhouse for the first time today. It has a beautiful interior. I dressed up way more than the occasion warranted, and I felt pretty suave walking around and looking at all the artwork, observing the legislative sessions from the balconies. It felt very similar to a casino, and with good reason - both places are all about power (which is what's behind all the money).
I'm looking forward to another weekend in Placitas/Albuquerque with Penelope. We're starting the day with Hot (Bikram) Yoga and a little bit of shopping for a decadent meal. Then - relaxing in Placitas. Possible music in the evening we'll see.
In line with my thoughts about Zen yesterday, I've been feeling tension and confusion. I don't have a grand perspective on this issue; just a note at how tense I often feel. How unbalanced. I try and try to relax, but I wonder if it's necessary for me to go deeper, deeper, deeper. Get into something that finally makes my eyes settle. Something that really cleans my mind.
I know: it's not a "something" that will do that. It is something I have to do. But how? In what light? In what space? This is why I look for an effective methodology, an effective way to communicate with what is inside me. Get to the real truth, let it out, let it develop and grow as it needs to.
Good night, all.
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