I'm still here

And I'm still blogging. Just pressed for time so much these days. I have so many projects going.

I'm going to get into my date with Penelope on Saturday and the aftermath; just not right now. It's way too late. I'm not going to get an ideal amount of sleep. Ugh.

I got back from a Shaman Meetup about an hour ago; I have spent all this time writing and deleting a posting on a forum about the 4 Hour Body diet. Basically, yesterday I wrote an article about all my questions; I expressed some frustration at how confusing the diet is. Most of the people said "You're thinking too much." Fuck that. It's sort of cultish thinking. You have to do all kinds of reading between the lines to figure out exactly what you're supposed to do, and I think that's bad writing for someone who pretends to be scientific; bad to the point of kind of corrupting the whole enterprise. I'm going to finish out the diet for the next 10 days or so; and, no, I haven't followed it to the T, maybe I'll do that later; but my brain is thinking about it and how it was put together and how I'm supposed to kind of have faith in this guy. Something feels wrong about it.

Anyway, I need to sit zazen. Ugh. It's too late. Ugh, ugh ugh. Where does all the time go? I think I need to cut some things out of my life.

Good night, all.