Saturday, February 11, 2012

Too Late and Too Many Things

Today's theme was spontaneity. Which is great, considering how unspontaneous I have convinced myself I am. It was one whirlwind thing after another: an unplanned couchsurfer, a pagan ceremony, playing violin, catching up with old friends, drinking not too heavily but not too lightly either. An evening I would like to have again sometime.

There was a rich dark side tonight, of course. I don't feel I have fully processed it yet. It is something full of emotion I don't entirely understand, around the act of saying no. I'll no doubt be revisiting this feeling - about rejecting a job offer that was made to me.

But for now, a good evening, if a little bit late. I need to get right to bed tonight; hopefully having a full, productive tomorrow (I have a fair amount of neglected homework to get back to).

Dream well, all.

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