A lot of things. And stuff. And other things. And other stuff.
It's pretty late - I'll be keeping this short.
Feelings running around in circles, as always. Flying dangerously close to the candle.
I got some cool new adult toys at REI today - a really nice winter coat and a rockin' sleeping bag. My old one was not all that warm, entirely NOT mummy-like, and just not pulling its weight around, in general. I'm not done there - I just need to buy a nice pair of wind-resistant outer gloves (I got the inner ones today) and possibly a wind-resistant hat. I should be ready for some slightly sub-arctic winter hiking.
Time slips away for my trip. I found a new region (Mývatn) I might be able to just set as a goal at this point and work from there. I'm also now toying with the idea of renting a car, but I still feel that will be isolating, and I'm changing my route to include bus routes, which would be a good option if hitchhiking is not going to work.
Yes, emotions. Running circles, as I said. I'm just taking it one day at a time. Meditation is going very well these days, although I find myself slipping away as the time since my last group session increases. Is group session really that helpful, really that much of a recharge for me? In that case, I hope Kando acts like I know nothing every single time, treats me like I don't know anything. That way, I might remain in beginner's mind?
No time to write to Any. I will do when I can. I would like to do that before the weekend, if possible.
Going to sit. No, I'm going to do something bold, and then I'm going to sit.
Good night.
Tuesday, October 19, 2010
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